I <3 him

I'm so happy! This dude I've been crushing on asked me out! Yah! He's super sweet, and nice and yes he's a zombie. Ben and Clementine are doing good by the way and Ivy is starting to get jealous. Kaitlyn is on a happy streak, every time I see her she's smiling. I love my boyfriend though. I saw the most beautiful play in the world wednesday. My school usually has this big performance, and this one was after school and so when I went to see it I just about cried, if I could have. It was a romance though. There really isn't a HUGE reason for this post right now, I just hadn't posted in a while and I wanted to spread my joy. (Oh yeah my boyfriends name is Carson)

New Moon Premiere

Yah! I was gonna see the midnight premiere but I couldn't so I am tomorrow. Are you into the Twilight Saga? Are you gonna go see new moon? I can't wait, and I'm super excited, plus in a week our formal dance is coming up. I'm getting a dress and I can't wait! :D but that's all, and yeah this is a really short post but I have to get off soon so I will just post a picture of my dress I'm wearing and Than I will leave.

That's my dress ->

Holy crap this is weird!

My friend that was suicidal got sent to the councilor and she hasn't said a WORD about suicide or how her life sucks after that. I don't know whether to be happy or sad cause I don't want her to bottle it up than end up exploding. In other news on this bright, sunny day in Alabama I have just got back from shopping to buy kids that can't afford Christmas presents, some Christmas presents. It was actually pretty fun. And now I bet your wondering what the heck I'm freaking out about and this is exactly what: Clementine and Ben are DATING! It's cute in the weird way. Cause they are usually just like best friends not girlfriend/boyfriend thing. But they're SO happy together you just have to kind of get rid of the weirdness at one point. I'm super happy for them though. Kaitlyn has been really excited lately to, so joy has filled the air! Thank goodness! The sun has come out and there is no more rain! And hopefully it lasts.

Suicide, Anger, LIFE!

Revenge of the dude I used to like is a go, but there has been something eating at me for a long time. One of my friends who is not a zombie has turned suicidal and I try SO hard to make her happy and she never notices. I can help her in her battle for a while but I'm not strong enough to fight for her forever. I know how she feels because I was once suicidal before, want to guess how I became a zombie. Actually it was more of an accidental suicide for me, but what I'm trying to get at is I don't want her to hurt and I don't think I can talk any since into her. Which makes me angry. I don't know what to do anymore. And than I get angrier when I think about giving up on her.I hate to think that my friend hates her life enough to be suicidal. I'm angry that I can't seem to care if she does die sometimes. Life can be so unfair!

Revenge never seemed so good!

A few days ago I had a HUGE crush on this dude. Well until he insulted my friends so I said something about it and it turned into this huge fight. Now I absolutely hate him and me and all my friends are gonna get revenge on him. It's going to be interesting. If you want to help and if you can help PLEASE try too! Just email me and I will tell you what I need help on. It's mainly gonna be emailing him stuff saying how gay he is. And stuff. But if you can help PLEASE TRY TOO! Thank you!

What's happening to the blogs?!

No one has posted in forever! It really sucks! All the blogs are dying! Oh nozzzz! For those that are still blogging and things, Can you help me out? Well actually help out Kaitlyn. She's been kind of bummed lately and I didn't know why at first until she told me why. Here's the thing, her parents kicked her out of her house and her used to be, best friends now hate her, along with the fact that she used to SUPER close to her brother and sister and now her parents wont let her get near them. So I tried cheering her up with as many things as I could think of but it didn't work. Do you have any idea's on getting her More spirited? PLEASE! I'm begging you! If you have anything at all please tell me! I think I might die (Okay just forget I said the dying thing) I might scream and pull out all my hair if she doesn't go back to the cheery friend I used to know. And than I would have to get a wig if I pulled out all my hair cause it wouldn't grow back!