Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Suicide, Anger, LIFE!

Revenge of the dude I used to like is a go, but there has been something eating at me for a long time. One of my friends who is not a zombie has turned suicidal and I try SO hard to make her happy and she never notices. I can help her in her battle for a while but I'm not strong enough to fight for her forever. I know how she feels because I was once suicidal before, want to guess how I became a zombie. Actually it was more of an accidental suicide for me, but what I'm trying to get at is I don't want her to hurt and I don't think I can talk any since into her. Which makes me angry. I don't know what to do anymore. And than I get angrier when I think about giving up on her.I hate to think that my friend hates her life enough to be suicidal. I'm angry that I can't seem to care if she does die sometimes. Life can be so unfair!
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  1. YuukaNovember 11, 2009 at 1:41 PM

    Hey Misaki. I know what your going through with this friend. And its sad to say, the only thing you can do is try and show her how much you care and how much the people around her cares. But sometimes all you can do is reach out a hand and hope that theyll take it. It sucks, and I know how it feels when you want to help someone realize thing so much that it hurts. There's something you have to realize though, you cannot make her do things, or make her notice things, all you can do is try and help, it is ultimately her choice and nobody but her can make that choice. Message me at WhimsySrh@aim.com if you need anything, or just want to talk. I'll be here to help when you want me to.
    ~Yuuka

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  2. misakiNovember 12, 2009 at 3:22 PM

    Thanks you SO much! Your a great friend!

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